Whilst I sit here drinking my elderflower cordial staring at the dual screens suffering from a slight writers block, and listening to Chainsmokers & Coldplay ‘Something just like this’, it makes me think, yea…I can relate to this track. It’s triggering so many thoughts in my head, it mentions my geeky side but at the same time, probably…and kind of highlighting my foibles. Ok, I might have some odd character traits and geekiness about me, but I’m analytical, I like detail and logic, I like retro and movies, the sensation of flying, freedom, sci-fi and the unusual…I find it hard to see why some people do what they do. As Spock from Star Trek would say, “it’s illogical”, why can’t some people come to my way of thinking, it frustrates the hell out of me when people don’t follow the simple order of things or just simply don’t do things properly.
Whilst I’m humming to the track, I can’t help but feel that there are very few people with the same character traits as me…I find it quite unusual for someone to have very similar thought patterns. I don’t know what to think of it, is there some hidden meaning somewhere in this universe, is there writing on the wall I’m unintentionally ignoring, am I in this instance missing the absolute obvious!? I think I lie to myself sometimes, I think and feel one thing, but the signals I send out can convey something very different, who am I protecting here and why do I do this!? Sending out all these mixed messages. I’m logical but I send out confusion. I’d love my personality to be dissected and to understand why I do what I do. Although I presume it’s the same for all of us!? Some individuals having a complex, anybody suffering from anxiety, all the different trigger points that can cause a sporadic reaction. I think many of us compartmentalise our lives due to this.
So, whilst I reflect on these anomalies in my life…I also think, ‘pizza’…ok, I’m easily distracted too, but I’m hungry and it’s just logical to go and feed my belly. Over and out!
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